Who gave Jonathan Van Ness permission to be the radiant human he is today? .The truth is, it hasn’t always been for this beacon of positivity and joy.Before he stole our hearts as the grooming and self-care expert on Netflix’s hit show , Jonathan was growing up in a small Midwestern town that didn’t understand why he was so…over the top. From choreographed carpet routines to the unavoidable fact that he was Just. So. Gay., Jonathan was an easy target and endured years of, and - yet none of it crushed his uniquely effervescent spirit. uncovers the and it took to end up becoming the model of and that Jonathan is today. In this , , and memoir, Jonathan shares and reveals sides of himself that the public has never seen. JVN fans may think they know the man behind the stiletto heels, the crop tops, and the iconic sayings, but there’s much more to him than meets the .You’ll laugh, you’ll cry, and you’ll come away knowing that no matter how broken or lost you may be, .